This has been my first day alone physically since Carol's release from her Cancerous Body. Jim and Susan ,representing all of you, have been with me.

My appreciation of their presence and doing all the things that had to be done cannot be put into words.

Death is so final to the senses. Carol and I pursued this experience in openness and maturity. Only a year ago did she begin to feel and share with me that she might go first. We discussed a lot of things. Jim says that financially every thing is in order.

I have scores of supportive friends here who care for me. In my "Listening Post” this morning, friends came by and said before our 10:30 Yoga class, 'I'm thinking of you." Hundreds here have walked where I now walk. Carol speaks to me every few minutes through memory.

Spiritually speaking, I just came from a "Tranquility Hour." I sat listening to the Hymns Carol and I both knew by heart. Neither of us have ever needed hymnbooks. Though we have grown beyond the Guilty Calvinistic Theology, the Melodies we love. "I have decided to follow Jesus...no turning back. No turning Back."

In the Jacuzzi, as I do every day, I visualized and prayed for you. Carol and I both admitted that there is insufficiency in "worshiping the Family" alone. Everyone must have a support group plus the invisible support we have in God (who loves and cares more about us and what happens to us even more than we do ourselves.) I believe. Life is such a wonderful Gift to develop our loaned talents, and to achieve and bless the world.

Everything Good and (god-like) to you.